I visited my urologist yesterday. In a moment of what I thought was comedic brilliance, I greeted my doctor with, "Hey Doc, how's it hangin'?" I figured that must be the appropriate greeting for a urologist, like smiling at your dentist or pointing a finger at your proctologist.
He smiled, then promptly checked my plumbing with a crusty cold-war era fire hose, or something similar.
He could have just told me that I wasn't funny.
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Progress
I've always found it a little odd that when we talk about ALS in a patient, we talk about how the disease has "progressed." The word progress may simply be defined as "moving forward," but "moving forward" is only ever used in a positive manner. I suppose my confusion is caused by using vocabulary with positive connotations when we're talking of something so devastating. To talk of how ALS is progressing feels like saying "let's see how well ALS is doing."
Then again, I suppose that's exactly what we are saying.
My ALS has progressed. My ALS is doing well.
It is actually quite difficult to notice progression on a day to day basis. Sometimes, there's no perceptible change on a week to week basis, but I can definitely see and feel progress every month.
I find it much harder to speak. Forming words feels like I've got a dozen marshmallows in my mouth. My tongue, another muscle at the mercy of ALS, simply has a much harder time forming the sounds that make up words. Combine that with the fact my lungs only hold 42% of the volume of air they should, and you can imagine the trajectory my quality of speech is on.
My feet are slower, and coordinating their movement takes a lot more mental horsepower. It won't be too long before some serious Jedi mind tricks will be required to make them move.
My back and neck are weaker. I find that my spine slowly bends sideways when I sit in an upright position, as if the strength in my back muscles is fading and unbalanced. When I sit upright, I find it difficult to keep my head up.
My arms, already the weakest, most atrophied part of my body, have had a noticeable drop in strength, and making muscles contract takes similar mental effort as with my feet.
I feel like I've lost a little bit of weight. That's a big red flag for any ALS patient. I wish I could tell you exactly how much I weigh, but stepping on to a set of scales presents its own set of problems. That's right; raising my foot off the floor to step on bathroom scales is too hazardous to attempt.